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𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

ten years of being one and the same with jungkook as the country's it couple is the perfect disguise for the reality of a tumultuous relationship hidden behind the scenes.

𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: you welcome your boyfriend back to the country with a surprise party, just as the clock is ticking to say goodbye again. the big day is almost here and enlistment brings couples either one of two things: a ring or a breakup. 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒: idol!jungkook/female idol!reader and fictional versions of various idols 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄. idol au, on-and-off relationship, angst, i swear there's fluff, and themes of first love, growing up, struggles with fame, and marriage (ish) 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒. portrayal of a toxic couple (implications of emotional abuse and control), infidelity, foul language, substance use, underage drinking, mentions of the covid-19 pandemic, sexually suggestive content 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄. based off of "you're losing me" by taylor swift. this is a fictional portrayal of real-life people that implement some aspects of real-life events. the series is told in non-chronological order. note that the main character is a member of a fictional idol group. more warnings may be added as the story is written. join the taglist here! ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤm.list | next

you say, "i don't understand, " and i say, "i know you don't" we thought a cure would come through in time, now i fear it won't

TODAY’S TOP HEADLINE: bts’ rm, jimin, taehyung and jungkook set to enlist in the coming weeks! ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ㅤㅤautumn 2023

the confrontation when it rained, it poured and you felt like you haven't seen even a glimpse of the sun in ages. there was a nagging feeling in your gut that it was too far gone, but like everything else for the past ten years, you swallowed it down and swept it under the rug. bad feelings didn’t exist in your relationship. that was the unspoken rule. yet, it was growing more and more difficult to mask the disappointment in your eyes or the frown fighting your lips. today marked the worst of your attempts.

seoul was unusually calm tonight and it scared you. when you moved to the city ages ago to begin your journey as an idol trainee, it was nothing but intimidating for your meek, pre-teen self. eventually, over time, your love for the city bloomed and it was truthfully because of jungkook. once young teenagers that arrived to seoul alone, you found solace in each other and embraced the change as one. he made you fall in love with seoul the same way he made you fall in love with him. dates, nightclubs, late night adventures, and years worth of moments within the city limits.

however, the streets were as hushed as you were, as you gripped your steering wheel like a robot.

the decision had been long made and you knew it was going to come around at some point, so there was no use in fighting it. after going without seeing your boyfriend for months, it should have been nothing but pure excitement.

“you’re awfully quiet,” murmured jungkook, glancing over at you from the passenger seat.

you were already annoyed to begin with, when he mentioned that he was going to have a driver pick him up from the airport, instead of asking for you. it felt like he didn’t even expect to have you waiting for him, considering the two of you had been apart due to his time working in the united states. you thought he’d be insisting for you to be the first person he saw once he came back. these frustrations were on top of several other things, which you’d been dreading to confront for even longer of a time.

and then, there was also the velvet box you spotted in the background of one of your facetime calls. you didn’t bring it up, but it was living in your mind everyday since. with jungkook’s big day fast approaching, there were a lot of conflicting ideas in your head.

you shrugged. “i’ve been filming long hours. not getting that much sleep.”

the look jungkook gave you read that he knew that you weren’t being a hundred percent honest, but he didn’t say anything. his eyes returned to being fixated on his phone.

after over ten years of knowing each other, you and jungkook could see through each other like glass. the only problem was that nobody ever wanted to speak up. you feared the glaring possibility of other buried conflict dating further back into the relationship because of this dynamic.

you didn’t think you deserved the blame for the tension in the air. there were several things in your mind, but jungkook wasn’t exactly a person who could easily mask their emotions. something was off with him, too, and you needed to figure out what it was. you could only hope for the best case scenario because otherwise, it was going to be your worst nightmare. there was no situation you could fathom where his behaviour was a result of an in between.

keeping your voice casual, you asked, “who are you texting?”

“my mom.”

you held back a sigh - jungkook was never particularly keen on involving you with his family. though you’d been together since he was sixteen, you always felt like he kept you an arm’s reach away from that part of your life and you never understood why.

“oh. tell her i say hi,” you said and he hummed in response.

whilst you weren’t in a talkative mood, it wasn’t like jungkook was doing anything to keep the conversation flowing either. you guys obviously texted and called during his time away, but the present atmosphere was awkward, like there was nothing to talk about after his grand return. you hugged and kissed at the airport, asked how his flight was, and that was that. driving him felt like a business endeavour, rather than welcoming your long-term partner back to the country.

after a few minutes, jungkook finally looked up from his phone. upon peering out the window, he grew confused and turned to you.

he questioned, “where are we going? the apartment is in the other direction.”

“just wait,” you assured, forcing a small smile. “take off your hoodie and put on what i have for you in the backseat.”

there was a shopping bag sitting behind jungkook’s seat and he reluctantly reached over, revealing a silk ysl shirt that you picked up that very afternoon. sighing, he did as you asked and made the change. you didn’t care to look over at your boyfriend’s shirtless body, too irritated at the curtness of the conversation.

you just wanted to get to the destination, the heavy silence becoming too much for you. there wasn’t even music on. you found yourself focusing too much on it, as you finally pulled up to the infamous hotel azure. somehow tucked away in the busy songpa district, it is unassuming to the civilian eye, but a well-known name amongst the circles of south korea’s entertainment industry. you didn’t “make it” in entertainment until you attended a party at hotel azure.

jungkook shifted in his seat. “what is this?�� his tone was demanding, which immediately put you off. “the plan was to go home.”

to be fair, the last time that the two of you were at the azure hotel, jungkook wound up with a bloody nose after getting into it with an not-to-be-named yg idol at one of jackson wang’s wild parties. you weren’t even sure what happened yourself, bleary eyed for the majority of the night with several substances in your body. hotel azure was for idols at the top of the world with everything to lose, a favourite place of yours around 2018. it was now a place that you actively tried to avoid, but made an exception for the special occasion.

“calm down,” you shot back, not letting him get away with the voice he used. “just wait, i said.”

“i’m tired, y/n,” jungkook pleaded, as you stopped the car for the valet to take.

you ignored him - it wasn’t like it was up to you - and unbuckled your seatbelt, not waiting a second for jungkook.

not only did you pick up your boyfriend from the airport, you also spent hours meticulously preparing your appearance for the night. it didn’t seem like jungkook noticed, other than at the airport, when he questioned why you were wearing high heels.

you never wore heels unless you were working, but that changed when you met jungkook. he loved it when you wore heels and by the time your respective trainee debts were paid, made it a point. you bought platforms with the anticipation of how your boyfriend would go crazy over them. jungkook gifted you designer jimmy choos and pradas whenever you guys got into a fight. it made you feel your prettiest and he showered you with compliments every time.

now, he looked at you oddly for it, like you were doing too much.

jungkook eventually gave up and followed you in without a word, watching you take off your trench coat to reveal a stunning baby pink two-piece dress. the colour glittered under the low lighting of the hotel lobby and the corset accentuated your curves in all the right aways. except, he still did not say a word. this made you frown.

you handed off your coat to an employee and jungkook did the same. the lobby was empty, but you and jungkook knew exactly where to go, making a beeline for the elevator and pressing the button to move up to the penthouse suite.

“why didn’t you warn me about this?” he grumbled under his breath, adjusting his shirt in the mirror.

because that’s how surprise parties work, you wanted to reply. unfortunately, this was not a surprise party that you wanted to celebrate, so you didn’t even try to keep jungkook excited. you were both quiet, irritable, and only wanted to go home.

you said, “this is the part where i cover your eyes and lead you out.”

jungkook complied and you placed your perfectly manicured hands over his line of vision. other than sharing a hug and kiss earlier, this was the closest you’d physically gotten to your boyfriend in months. your hands were cold and you were close enough that he could hear your breathing - all too uncomfortable.

the elevator dinged and you nudged jungkook to step forward. the penthouse’s lights were off, but you could make out the shuffling of feet from behind the kitchen counter. it looked like everything was set up and pristine. then, in just a beat, the entire room lit up and you removed your hands from jungkook’s eyes.

“SURPRISE!”

the floor rumbled, voices roaring and bodies popping out from different places - behind pillars, couches and the bar. jungkook’s eyes brightened in a way that you had yet to see since reuniting with him earlier and it made your heart sink. you hadn’t realized how dull his demeanour was around you until something else actually made him smile.

his closest friends and family gathered in the penthouse and there was a large, golden banner that hung from the walls that said “welcome back jungkook!” the other wall was decorated with another banner, but this one said “good luck rm, v, jimin and jungkook!”

jungkook’s older brother was the first one that enveloped him into a bear hug, nearly squeezing the life out of him, then his mom. this was followed by the remainder of his band mates that managed to make the party. you awkwardly stood off to the side, a wide smile plastered on your face to mask your despondence. it seemed like jungkook’s exhaustion only existed when he was sitting in a car with you, as his laughter echoed throughout the room.

you caught jungkook’s eye and he already knew how you were feeling. while he exchanged words with other friends, it was namjoon who pulled you to the side.

“hey. you guys did a really great job with the party,” you started, looking around.

the penthouse of the azure hotel was a thing of beauty, with ceiling high windows that looked over the lights of seoul. everything shone and glimmered - the city skyline, the perfect marble floors, the expensive liquor bottles, and hell, even the perfect teeth of the myriad of a-list south korean celebrities gracing this exclusive party. there wasn’t a wrong way to ever throw a party there, but the group made an extra effort to make jungkook’s homecoming a special one.

jungkook was swarmed by several people, all asking about his time in america and how exciting it was. those were the words you used to describe it for him, too, when you sent him off months ago. you watched him take shots with mingyu and eunwoo.

namjoon shook his head, “no, no. this wouldn’t be possible without you,” he said and then glanced at jungkook, “and i’m sure he knows it, too.”

the boys, despite it also serving as a goodbye party before their enlistments, had been helping you plan the surprise for weeks leading up to jungkook’s arrival. it was one of the longest times jungkook had been apart from them and from the country in general, so they wanted to make it extra special. though you were the main mastermind behind the gathering, you initially didn’t want to do it at all.

“yeah, i hope so,” you replied, as you poured yourself a glass of white wine. “you guys all deserve it.”

over the years, jungkook’s band mates slowly became some of your friends, as well. it was somber goodbye for you in all kinds of ways. everyone was preparing to send them off with good luck and high spirits.

the boys were also preparing in their own way. you noticed that taehyung and jimin’s girlfriends were missing from the party, which only confirmed your speculations.

“it was just bound to happen,” said a voice.

it was taehyung who joined you and namjoon in a quiet circle at the corner of the living room. all of the boys looked a little bit sad, despite the celebratory atmosphere, but you read a different kind of story in taehyung’s eyes.

he smiled with a hint of gloom. “you’re looking around for her, right?”

as a fellow idol and also a girlfriend to a member of one of the biggest groups in the world, taehyung’s girlfriend grew to become one of your close confidants in the past few years. you guys were polite before, but this connection created a specific bond that couldn’t be understood by anyone else. however, you hadn’t heard from her in a few days and with her absence at taehyung’s goodbye party, you put two and two together.

to his side, namjoon clapped a hand on his friend’s back. “sorry, man.”

“i hope it was cordial,” you mustered up, ignoring the growing heaviness at the pit of your stomach. you could only hope you weren’t next.

taehyung replied. “she understood, but she wasn’t happy. regardless,” he sighed, “we’re still so young. her career is just blowing up even more, i feel like i’d only be holding her back.”

that was the way it went. when enlistment rolled around for most couples, it was either breaking up or a ring. you looked at your feet, not knowing what to say.

“jimin also told me that he broke things off with - “

a loud yelp squeaked from taehyung, who was abruptly jabbed in the side with namjoon’s elbow. the latter cleared his throat and you recognized that look. namjoon only made that face when he pulled the leader card and needed to put someone in their place. you figured that your worries were transparent to those around you.

namjoon cleared his throat. “not in a chatty mood?”

while you greeted people during the set-up of the party, you realized that you had yet to actually try socializing. things were awkward with jungkook’s parents, who you long suspected didn’t approve of you for various reasons. in general, most people were interested in chatting with the boys, which you didn’t mind. it was a gathering to send them off, after all.

“not really. you guys should go mingle with your friends,” you said, taking another sip of your wine. “it’s your party.”

“i hope i’m not overstepping, but did you and jungkook get in a fight?” taehyung asked.

you blinked slowly. “no. does it seem like it?”

“just seems like he’s nervous about something,” he commented and you noticed namjoon glare at him once more, as if to shut up.

for the first time that night, you felt a glimmer of mixed feelings that left you wondering. why would he be nervous? the big visual forming in your mind was a diamond ring. you and jungkook had contemplated marriage in the past year, but it was also the source of many arguments. you weren’t even sure you wanted to get married now, but your mother had been getting into your ear about you getting older. then, there were your respective companies who lost their shit at the idea. but, what really mattered, was jungkook’s opinion. he seemed to wave it off or change the topic at every opportunity, so your hopes for a ring lived in the back of your mind.

despite this, taehyung was right. jungkook looked nervous. he’d been irritated at being dragged to his surprise party - you wondered if it was delusional enough to believe that he had plans for the two of you, instead.

for the rest of the night, you continued to keep to yourself. you weren’t lying when you told jungkook you were tired, but you were determined to stay as long as you could and pretend that you and jungkook weren’t stealing mysterious glances at each other for the entire evening. it was obvious and only made you anxious.

a few hours later and the party only grew in numbers and in noise. you thought you lost him in the crowd, until you left to refill your nth drink and found him talking to his cousin.

the two were smiling and laughing, as his cousin appeared to be showing jungkook pictures on his phone. you assumed it was her newborn daughter - she gave birth just two months before her fiance was to be discharged and now that he was back, the wedding was just around the corner. you remembered jungkook telling you that she was proposed to on the day of his enlistment.

jungkook caught your eye and he immediately looked away - what the hell was that? he even turned slightly and you couldn’t read his lips. something was going on. you watched him shove his hands in his pockets and you swore you saw the shape of a small square inside.

eventually, you grew tired of the tension in the air and the music began to make your head pound. the longer you thought about your partner, the greater your anxieties grew. there was a chance you even just although it was late in the year and a fresh sheet of snow adorned the streets of seoul, you decided it was best to step out into the balcony to take some time to breathe.

nobody else was there, thankfully, and you let out a shiver when you stepped out. the peppermint air dispelled the haze in your head and in your heart, as taking a deep breath was the greatest relief you felt all night. though your muscles remained tense and you knew you wouldn’t last out in the cold, the balcony was a welcome change.

you weren’t sure how long you were outside when the door creaked open and just by the footsteps alone, you knew who it was.

“your guests will miss you,” you said, not even looking behind you.

at this point, you were hugging yourself to stop shivering. a rustle later and you felt a thick blanket drape over your shoulders, the wool of its make completely enveloping you with much needed warmth. you relaxed your shoulders, but couldn’t look jungkook in the eyes.

“something’s wrong. tell me.”

jungkook’s wine stained lips were pulled into a frown and although he hid it well when he was chatting away with his friends and family, you could see the exhaustion in his eyes. he sniffled a few times and you knew why, but you decided to bite your tongue. it was his party and he was an adult who could celebrate whatever way he wanted. it was also clear that neither of you had the energy to argue. instead, to his surprise, you raised an arm and gestured for him to come closer.

he sidestepped towards you and although you were shorter, let you wrap some of the blanket around him. his cold arm snaked around your waist and you tensed up again at his touch.

you continued to look out into the skyline. “i was going to say the same for you.”

“i’m really thankful for the party, love,” he ignored your question and pressed a kiss against your temple.

you mumbled under your breath, “it wasn’t easy." this was the first time all night that you were comfortable enough to physically touch jungkook and you suspected alcohol played a role in relieving the tension between you two, but it was always going to be easy to fall right back into routine.

and just like that, you felt a stinging sensation in your eyes. tears welled up and blurred your vision, which only made you turn your head away further from your boyfriend. he caught this immediately, his instincts nothing but natural when it came to you, and pulled you right into his chest.

the sound that came out of your mouth sounded nothing like you. the sob was desperate and helpless. it was akin to a toddler who couldn’t do anything by themselves. your voice cracked with each body-shaking sob and you didn’t have the guts to conceal it. your head was buried into jungkook’s new shirt, ruining it, but he only stroked your hair and wrapped the blanket tighter around the two of you.

“it’s okay. . .” jungkook cooed and for what seemed like the first time in a while, he sounded like himself.

it wasn’t like jungkook had undergone a drastic change from his time in america, but it was a gradual shift that you felt over a longer period of time. you attributed to the fact that you were no longer teenagers and things weren’t going to be the same as it did ten, even five years ago. that was what you told yourself, but you weren’t sure why you still held on to the old jungkook you knew.

in that moment, he sounded like the fifteen year old boy you met in a convenience store again. he sounded like the jungkook who wrote you disgusting love songs that were horrible, but you adored anyway. he sounded like the man who you talked about children and a big house and an annoying dog with.

as you found the bravery to finally pull away from jungkook’s comforting embrace, you looked up and saw that future in his eyes. his features softened, but he looked sad. your heart sank once again.

“you’re not just crying because i’m enlisting, are you?” he finally spoke, just above a whisper. his tone was certain, barely a question - after ten years together, jungkook knew you better than you knew yourself.

you froze. there was nothing else you could do but shut your eyes tight, pretending that this wasn’t really happening.

after a beat, you found your voice. “listen. . .we both know what happens after a man enlists. look at taehyung and jimin. look at your cousin.”

over the years, you and jungkook had gone through hell and back. you thought the worst day of your life was when dispatch leaked the news that you were dating five years ago, but you were able to recover. you thought it was the worst day of your life when your breakup was witnessed by the entire world, but you were able to recover. you even thought the worst day of your life was when word got out that you and jungkook got back together, effectively proving that you were weak and were the type of girl to crawl back to her ex. you recovered then, as well.

at the second part of your sentence, you felt jungkook physically tense up.

“is that why you’ve been acting weird lately?” he replied.

you don’t know where it came from, but something triggered a spark of anger in you. still, with a tear stained face and a runny nose, you opened your eyes and met his. this was not something you would be able to recover from.

you said, “it hasn’t just been lately, jungkook. you know exactly what’s on my mind, we’ve been talking - “

“ - and you know what my answer has been, baby. you know what kind of position i’m in,” he interrupted, breaking apart from your hold and the blanket he brought for you.

he wasn’t wrong. you did know what kind of position he was in. one of the biggest stars in the world and he had everything to lose, especially with the anxieties looming in the air for him and the rest of his group. every one of them were on their toes as soon as their enlistment dates were finalized, fearing their fade from the spotlight. you and the rest of the world knew that it was bullshit, that the bts was going to be forgotten just because they were going into the military for a few years.

marriage would surely ruin that further, right?

you said, “and you know what position i’m in.”

the careless joys of your early twenties had come and gone, which left you at the mercy of your mother’s constant talks about marriage. not just her, but other family members and even some of your friends. after all, you and jungkook had been together for ten years and you were pushing thirty sooner or later.

you also had your own fears in regard to your career. jungkook once laughed when you expressed your worries about the public no longer finding you young and pretty, but it was a real fear. most girl groups didn’t last more than a few years. many of your contemporaries had long said goodbye to their idol persona and went their separate ways from their band for a new life. you were considered a lucky one to remain with your group and maintain relevance, but for how long? was it time for you to finally settle down? you weren’t granted the same longevity as jungkook’s renowned group and you weren’t bitter about it, but nervous.

snowflakes began to fall once again and as one fell on your eyelashes, you noticed jungkook’s jaw clench.

“we’ve talked about this,” he said and you knew your wandering thoughts about a potential proposal were too good to be true.

you began, “look, i know that things are different for people like us. . “ but, things were changing. in recent years, you watched several of your peers get married and have children without losing their spot in the limelight.

“y/n. . .what made you think i changed my mind?” jungkook sighed, pacing back and forth to calm himself down.

“i just thought. . .”

“i’m sorry, but i wasn’t going to propose before my enlistment.” this time, jungkook’s frustrations melted away and there was genuine sadness in his voice.

he stepped closer to you and put his hands on your waist. you didn’t know what to say. you really had been pretending that his strange behaviour was because of a hope that seemed impossible now.

you took a deep breath. “you never said no. you made it seem like you were considering it.”

that was what silenced jungkook. it was true, there was never an outright refusal from jungkook. he would say things that implied he would talk to his company again or “with time” it would come. he gave you just enough reassurance, but never confirmation.

continuing, you said, “and you even indulged in keeping the fantasy alive with me. you’re sick for talking about honeymoon destinations with me and suggesting songs we could dance to.”

“hey. i’ve said time ands time again that there is no future where you aren’t by my side,” jungkook tried getting you to look at him, but every time he moved, you turned away.

there was no reason for you to make eye contact. you felt like a fool and if you met his eyes, you knew you would just burst into tears again. then, you thought about your conversation earlier with your friends and your vision became wet again.

“were you planning to break up with me before you enlisted?”

“what? no,” he responded, but you weren’t convinced.

you responded, “it was going to be inevitable, wasn’t it? like jimin and taehyung. you were going to be done with me.”

this time, jungkook forced you to look at him by the chin and your shoulders dropped. there was a crease in between his eyebrows that you don’t remember seeing even just a year ago. he looked more tired than he did as a rookie with barely survivable living standards.

“time really goes by, huh?” you murmured, fighting to keep your voice stable.

“we were never going to break up, love,” jungkook maintained.

still, his words didn’t penetrate further than surface level. you were left numb and the chill of winter in seoul had nothing to do with it. you wished that someone would just call jungkook away, but the party inside continued on without him.

“you bought a ring. i saw it when we video called.”

jungkook’s lips parted. you knew it. you knew you weren’t losing your mind. over the last ten years, you made some crazy accusations for all kinds of reasons. this time was different and you saw it on his face.

even after what seemed like forever, jungkook couldn’t find words to say. the longer he waited to speak, the faster your heart began to race.

he rubbed his temples and finally, he spoke. jungkook spoke and you immediately dropped the blanket he brought for you, dashing right back inside. you walked past every single attendee and ignored the few that cried out your name. you didn’t care what it looked like. you just knew you had to get out of there.

jungkook said there was a ring. he began to open his mouth and explain further, especially when he read the horrified expression on your face, but you wanted no part in it. there was no room for you to think about what that meant. you only saw red.

you weren’t sure why you wanted a proposal so badly. you knew you didn’t care that much about what your mother wanted and getting married was no solution to the prospects of a dying career. you were second guessing if your wishes for a wedding were even genuine.

on the other hand, maybe you intended for the wedding to be a solution to a dying relationship.

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readtilyoudie · 6 months ago

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Rave Master Vol 19

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shannyh25 · 1 year ago

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Please comment on what you guys think of my first chapter. I would love to hear your thoughts on it!!

Thank you for those who liked/reblogged my chapter!! Much appreciated! 💜💕

Author's Note: I want to thank my friend alwayschassingrainbows from Tumblr for helping me figure out the time line and giving me ideas on this story. If you guys love Anne Of Green Gables and Emily Of New Moon series, you guys should check out her Tumblr page. Thank you again alwayschassingrainbows again for your help.

I have had this story in my head for awhile. I thought since people love Anne Of Green Gables and Titanic, why not do a crossover? I haven't seen a story like this one yet and I hope you guys will like it. Please leave reviews if you do!

Summary: Titanic story line with a twist. What if Gilbert finds out he has a niece while he and Anne are in England? Gilbert and Anne are in England for Gilbert because he is part of a research study for Tuberculosis, which his parents died of. While in England, Anne and Gilbert befriend Rose and Jack. When its time to board Titanic, all of them, including Gilbert's niece board Titanic. After Gilbert's niece's mom dies, Gilbert and Anne board the Titanic along with Gilbert's niece. Their goal is to travel Titanic and get Gilbert's niece to a Uncle that his niece's mom wanted. But what happens when the Uncle doesn't want Gilbert's niece? After all they had been through on Titanic, did they just come to New York for nothing?

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Chapter 1

"I love the smell of the salty sea air." Anne Blythe said.

Anne and her now husband Gilbert were walking along the shoreline waiting to travel on the ship that will take them to England.

"I like it too Anne-girl. It reminds me of home." Gilbert said in agreement.

"Do you think you'll like England?" Anne asked as they were walking along the shore.

Gilbert thought for a moment. "I'm not sure. I know it's going to be busy and fast paced compared to Avonlea. I'm not going to like the politics especially when it comes to working in the hospital. I believe Rachel would have a hard time trying to keep up with all the latest gossip. England will certainly be an interesting experience though."

Anne giggled. "I believe you're right. Rachel was telling me before we left that she was having a harder time trying to keep up with the gossip these days in Avonlea. Especially since a new generation of families are slowly moving in."

"I'm glad Dora and Davey are still living at Green Gables. Marilla would be terribly lonesome without the twins and even Rachel. Davey has certainly matured the last few years and taken interest in farming. He told Marilla he wants to run the farm now that he has a better idea on how farming works. Dora is Marilla and Rachel's shadow. She makes it her duty to help with the indoor chores and makes sure Marilla and Rachel aren't working too hard. She helps Davey outside with the farm chores occasionally. I'm proud of both of them. It makes me feel better about leaving them behind for a year." Anne said.

Gilbert was half listening to Anne's small talk. He was thinking about England, hoping he will find his sister, and the new job at the hospital.

Gilbert had written to Mary about a year ago when some gossip in town said that some people had heard Mary was in England. When Gilbert heard that, he quickly went home and wrote a very long letter. It wasn't returned to him thankfully. That's why he has some hope about finding his long, lost, sister.

"Gil? Are you alright? We should probably be heading back to the shipyard pretty soon. I think I see people starting to gather up near the ship." Anne said.

"I'm alright Anne-girl. Let's head to the ship." Gilbert said.

Do you think you'll find your sister Mary?" Anne asked breaking Gilbert's thoughts.

Gilbert had told Anne briefly of Mary's past. Anne was at first surprised that he even had a sister. He never spoke of her until he got the news about going to England. All because of an essay paper he had written for his graduation.

"Honestly Anne-girl, I do. I want to know if she is happy and safe and enjoying life. I often wonder if she had or has children. She would have been a great mother. She was always looking after me and the other children at school. I would love to be an uncle." Gilbert said.

"I can see you being a great Uncle Gil. You were always good with children. If you have a niece or a nephew, they will love you." Anne said.

Gilbert grinned. " I can see you easily being a fun aunt. Telling them stories about fairy tales and princesses looking for their prince. Telling them ghost stories. Talking to them about Avonlea and Green Gables and telling them stories about your childhood in Avonlea."

Anne grinned. "I just hope you if you do have a niece or nephew, they aren't twins. I can't seem to get away from them if they are. I would love them certainly, but I'll be sad too."

Gilbert chuckled. "Have you been on a ship?"

"I was on a ship years ago when I was coming to Avonlea. I went with a lady that had come to adopt a little girl younger than me and they brought me back up to Avonlea. I remember being so curious and excited about being on a ship. I loved exploring when I wasn't taking care of Lilly. Lilly was in bed most of the time because she got seasick. When I wasn't taking care of her or Mrs. Spencer, I would take advantage and explore. I loved looking over the railings and watching the waves crash up onto the ship. Sometimes you could see dolphins too. Mrs. Spencer was always worried about me falling over the railing, but I never did. The cabins are rather small and cramped . I had to share a bed with Lilly. I didn't mind though. I told her stories about fairies and princesses." Anne said.

"I was on a ship years ago with dad. We went shortly after Mary left. Dad wanted to get away for a while and honestly, I did too. I was upset and hurt that my sister left me for a boy she hardly knew. Dad wanted to get away and clear his head. We went and saw his side of the family and stayed with them for a few weeks. Ma didn't want to go. She said somebody had to take care of the house and farm. She was definitely hurting from Mary's departure. I think she wanted to grieve for the loss of Mary leaving. Same with dad. I wanted to grieve too and I did. But not in front of Ma and dad. It would hurt them even more seeing me hurt. The ship was a good distraction for both dad and I. We met new people. I explored the ship a lot and talked to some boys my age. Seeing dad's family was a good distraction to for both of us. Coming back home and pretending like everything is normal is another story." Gilbert said.

Anne squeezed Gilbert's hand with sympathy. "I'm so sorry Gilbert you had to go through that. I can't imagine losing a sibling like that. She was blinded by love and she was so young. It's a shame your father has cut ties with her completely. Your poor sister and mother."

Gilbert looked at his hands. "It really hurt Ma when Dad told us that. He had Ma take down all her pictures of her and of the two of us together. Dad had Ma pack away her clothes that was left that she didn't take. I helped Ma do all of it because I had to be strong for her. She packed away all her books, school books and papers. Her journals she had kept. She even packed her hair brush and her mirror. Everything you could think of, we packed away. Dad was out in barn dealing with it his own way. I know he was huffing too and angry but mostly hurt. He thought he and Ma raised her better."

Anne blinked back the tears that were threatening to fall. She sniffed and rubbed Gilbert's hand with her thumb. She was hurting because after all these years, Gilbert was still hurting. It isn't often he shows his feelings. The only time Anne has seen Gilbert this upset was at his parent's funeral and now talking about his beloved older sister.

"I'm glad we got married though before Ma and Dad took sick. At least they were able to see one of their children married to a wonderful human. You didn't have to come with me Anne-girl. You could have stayed home." Gilbert said softly.

Anne sucked in her breath taken by surprise at his words. He wasn't being mean at all. In fact, he has told her several times this morning that it isn't too late to back out. But Anne stood her ground. Gilbert had already sacrificed so much for her. For starters, giving her the old Avonlea School to her so she could teach and be at home to help Marilla with the house chores and farm chores. He was going to teach at Avonlea so he can stay at home and save money. But he went to White Sands so she could be home. That was probably the biggest sacrifice he has made for her. Traveling with him is the least she could do. It's only for a year and it will hopefully go by fast.

"I chose to come with you Gil. We spent so much time apart while you were in medical school. I didn't see you as much as I would have liked. I was teaching at Summerside so I was busy too but I want to be with you. We may not see each other much during the day because you'll be at work, but I'll have you in the evenings and nights. That's all I want Gil. I just want to be with you." Anne said softly.

Gilbert gave her a lopsided grin to her. "Thank you, Anne-girl. That means so much to me. I'm glad you're with me. It would be awfully lonely without you."

All aboard! Come line up so we can get moving! All aboard!" Someone had shouted.

Gilbert gave Anne another grin. "You ready Anne-girl?"

"Of course, I am. Let's go." Anne said.

Walking back to the shore, Anne took one last glance at the ocean and sighed.

"You'll be on the ocean soon enough Anne-girl. Then when we get back on solid ground again, and you won't even want to look at the ocean until we come back home." Gilbert said gently.

"I'll never get tired at looking at the ocean Gil. I might for a while after we get back on land again but right now, I'm just soaking it all in." Anne said.

"All aboard. Let's go. All aboard!" One of the crew members shouted.

"Let's get going Anne-girl. Let's grab our bags and head to the ship." Gilbert said.

Grabbing their bags they were carrying with them, Anne and Gilbert headed towards the crowd of people waiting to board the ship to England.

The young doctor and Mrs. Blythe were standing in the ship yard. Anne was staring with wide, open, curious eyes as if she was a child again. The ship was huge and the last one that she was on years ago wasn't even close to this size. She could easily get lost here, especially if she uses that imagination of hers. Anne never thought she would be going on another ship but here she was standing next to her husband supporting him on his career. They were going to England. Gilbert was asked to volunteered there to help do some special medical research for a year at one of the biggest hospitals in England.

Anne and Gilbert stared at the big ship that was standing in front them. They were really here getting ready to go on an adventure of a lifetime. Anne was excited now that she had gotten over being angry at Gilbert for wanting to go on this trip and Gilbert was just excited and nervous.

The shipyard was a busy place. People were shouting directions to each other. Carriages were dropping people and families off at last minute. Kids screaming joyfully and chasing each other. The seagulls were flying overhead making their sounds. The sails on the ship were flapping in the wind Gilbert and Anne hadn't been to a shipyard in years and now they were getting ready to travel on a ship. They were going to England, a place neither of them had ever been too before. Anne stared at the ship with her eyes wide and filled with of thoughts on people and what they were doing here and why they were going to England like them. Gilbert had the same reaction as Anne. He hasn't been on a ship since his sister left the family 10 years ago when Gilbert and his dad went on a ship to see family.

Gilbert had to pick a topic on what he had learned and speak about it on his graduation day. He had many topics in mind but one stood out. It was Tuberculosis. People are just now starting to find cures for it. Unfortunately, his parents didn't survive it and that's why Gilbert chose Tuberculosis to talk for his topic. It was brutal to watch them suffer so much. Gilbert was lucky enough to be able to spend the last month at home with his family while his parents were dying. He was ahead in his studies so the school board allowed Gilbert to come home to say his goodbyes.

Later he found out that Uncle Dave had kept Gilbert's paper that he had written and submitted it to Hospital for Consumption and Diseases of the Chest' The head director of the hospital was so impressed with Gilbert's speech and his background, he quickly responded to Uncle Dave saying they wanted Gilbert as part of their research team. They even paid for their two tickets to get them there.

Gilbert had received a letter from the hospital asking if he wanted to be part of the research team studying Tuberculosis, offering a one-year internship at 'Hospital for Consumption and Diseases of the Chest' in London. He as was shocked and honored at having been offered the opportunity to help do research there. That's the reason why the two of them are standing on the dock about to board on the ship.

Gilbert broke out of his thoughts as they were asked some questions. Gilbert showed the crew member their tickets and they started to walk on the ramp to get onto the ship. Gilbert felt Anne's hand tense up as they were slowly making their way forward towards the ships entrance.

"What's wrong Anne-girl?" Gilbert asked gently.

Anne bit her lip. Afraid he might laugh at her.

They were slowly making their way up to the ship's entrance. "What if the ship sinks?"

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Hi I love your writing would you be able to wrote about BTS Dads reacting to their child losing their emotional support stuffed animal? Thank you and I hope you are alright

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Hi there 💜 first... THANK YOU so sooooo much for the love, and I hope you are okay too! This request? Absolutely adored it... this one punched me right in the heart. I’ve poured extra softness into these dad headcanons (well at least I tried to)... I hope it’s everything you were hoping for xD Thank you for trusting me with something so precious and beautiful. — c — [aka fellow plushie guardian] PS: first one to find out which two of these plushies I actually own gets a virtual cookie

BTS Dads Comforting Their Child Through a Plushie Crisis - HC

Pairings: BTS!Dad's X Child Rating: G Genre: hurt/comfort, family, fluff, angst Warnings: none (only short loss of beloved plushies)

KIM NAMJOON (RM)

"Nothing is truly lost if you remember to look."

Plushie

"Quackers"

= a tiny, yellow duckling plush with one slightly loose wing

sewn by pre-concert Namjoon during a stressful day

given to his child on their first birthday

Namjoon self-stitched it while writing lyrics for "Spring Day"

imbuing it with his hope for "things that return"

they never sleep without it

How It Happened

after a rainy-day family picnic at Haneul Park

he’s carrying his sleepy toddler, their bag and poetry book.

he buckles them into the car seat

Quackers slips unnoticed into a muddy puddle near the curb

his distracted "dad brain" (overthinking a new song idea) doesn't notice

Realisation

at bedtime

his child pats their empty hands together in panic

whispering “Quack-quack…?”

Namjoon freezes mid-lullaby

his heart drops when he sees their crumpled face and the silent, shaky breath before tears

His thoughts

"I forgot to check the car... the park... did I drop it when I tripped over that root? This is my fault."

Reaction

calm outside, storm inside

scoops them up

pressing their head to his shoulder

his voice soft but urgent

“Shh, little explorer... Appa knows where Quackers might be. Remember our park adventure? He loves puddles. Let’s go find him together.”

Actions

throws on rain boots (his and his child’s)

grabs a flashlight and a towel

retraces every step

checks the car floor, the picnic blanket, even under park benches

trips over the same root he stumbles over before again

talks to calm them and himself

“Quackers isn’t lost. He’s just... having a solo adventure. Like Appa in London! But he’ll want his best friend back.”

Emotional Layers

Guilt

blames himself (his clumsiness, his distraction)

"I had one job ... keep them both safe."

Protectiveness

seeing his child’s quiet tears (they’re usually chatty) makes his chest ache

"They look so small without it."

Philosophical Coping

uses nature metaphors to soothe them

"Lost things have a way of returning, like cherry blossoms in spring"

but his voice wavers

Resolution

found after 20 minutes of searching

he spots Quackers half-submerged in the same muddy puddle by the car

His reaction

a gasp, then a wobbly smile

“There you are, brave duck!”

washes it gently with bottled water

wrapping it in the towel like a baby

Comfort Ritual

“bathes” Quackers properly with soap and warm water at home

his child “helping”

tells a story

“Quackers missed you SO much. He was writing a poem in the puddle: ‘Ribbon of rain, earth’s soft sigh… waiting for my lullaby.’ But he’s home now.”

secretly sews the loose wing that night

adds a tiny nametag

"If found, return to [child's name]"

Final Comfort

tucks the child in with Quackers

now warm and clean (blew dried it)

presses a kiss to both foreheads

“Next time, we’ll clip him to your bag. Appa’s... still learning.”

KIM SEOKJIN (JIN)

"Being their hero is harder than being Worldwide Handsome. But I’ll keep leveling up."

Plushie

"Bossam"

a rotund, silk-robed pig plushie

a gift from Jin after his child’s first successful potty training week

Jin declared it "CEO of Cuddles"

gave it a tiny cardboard crown

his child whispers secrets to it every night

How It Happened

during a chaotic grocery run

Jin was jugglin:

cart piled with groceries

his child begging for "rainbow marshmallows"

a selfie fan request

"Of course! My eyebrows are cooperating today!")

Bossam tumbles from the cart near the frozen peas

Realisation

at checkout

his child pats their empty hoodie pocket

eyes widening

atiny whimper escapes them, then full-blown, trembling-lip silence

Jin notices instantly

he knows their "I’m-breaking" face

His thoughts

"No... not Bossam. I was too busy being charming. Worst Appa award goes to..."

Reaction

Fake Panic to Hero Mode

he gasps dramatically

kneeling in the parking lot

"Bossam escaped?! That sneaky CEO! He must be negotiating a snack-merger! Don’t worry ... Appa’s a SUPERHUMAN TRACKER!"

Actions

abandons cart = priorities!

scoop them up onto his hip

retraces steps with sound effects

"Bossam? YAH! Report to Appa’s arms! Code: PIGGY EMERGENCY!"

peers under freezers

"Maybe he’s chilling with the ice cream?"

asks cashiers in overly formal Korean

"Have you seen a very handsome, round employee?"

Emotional Layers

Guilt

hides it behind jokes

but his grip on his child tightens

"They trusted me to keep Bossam safe. I failed."

Protective Rage

glares at anyone who side-eyes their search

"My baby’s heart is breaking, show respect!"

Sunshine Shield

uses humor to stop their tears

"Bossam’s probably recruiting stuffed bears! We must intercept!"

Resolution

found by a stock boy finds Bossam by the dumpster

where a cart nudged him

Jin sprints over, snatching it up

"VICTORY! The CEO has been retrieved! ...But he’s a bit dusty. Time for a spa day!"

Comfort Ritual

Jin "detail-cleans" Bossam in the car with baby wipes and hand sanitizer

claims Bossam was "scouting new noodle flavors" but missed them too much

sews a keychain clip to Bossam and the child’s bag

"Now he’s Appa’s co-pilot! No more secret missions."

Final Comfort

tucks them into bed

Bossam freshly "crowned" with a new sticker

sings "Epiphany" softly

pausing to whisper:

"Appa’s sorry he lost sight of your friend. But I’ll always find what matters to you. Pinky swear?"

MIN YOONGI (SUGA)

“Anxiety isn’t weakness. It’s just... needing a dragon sometimes. I get it.”

Plushie

"Nuri"

a small, indigo dragon with frayed silver wings and one missing sequin eye

Yoongi bought it during HYYH era after a panic attack

later gifted it to his child when they first had night terrors

"Dragons guard dreams. She’ll fight for you."

How It Happened

after a rare "Bring Your Child to Work" day at his home studio (he knows they love being there, so he does it every friday)

Yoongi let them "help"

as he carried them, asleep, to bed, Nuri slipped from their grip

tumbling behind a soundproof panel near his mixing desk

vanishing where they feels safest

Realisation

at 2 AM

his child jolts awake with a raw, gasping cry

he hasn’t it heard since infancy

they claw at their blanket, choking out: "N-Nuri... gone!"

Yoongi bolts from bed, instantly alert

His thoughts

"The studio. I carried them past the panels. Fuck. I should’ve checked."

Reaction

silent urgency

scoops them up

tucking their face into his neck

his voice a low, steady hum

“Breathe. In... out. Like Appa taught you. Nuri’s tough... she wouldn’t go far.”

Actions

wraps them in his oversized hoodie

carries them piggyback to the studio

methodically scans under chairs, behind speakers, inside guitar cases

flashlight clenched in his teeth

places their hand on his chest so they feel his heartbeat

“Listen. Calm finds what’s lost.”

Emotional Layers

Guilt as Ice

"I let my guard down. Her eye was loose... I kept forgetting to fix it."

Fierce Empathy

their trembling against his back feels like his own anxiety attacks

"They inherited my storms."

Protector Mode

every second they whimper, his jaw tightens

"I made Nuri a promise too."

Resolution

spots Nuri’s tail peeking from behind the sound panel

His reaction

a sharp exhale, eyes closing briefly

“There you are, warrior.”

wipes dust off her wings with his sleeve

Comfort Ritual

sits cross-legged on the floor

child in his lap

sews Nuri’s missing eye back on with mint-green thread

“Nuri got lost defending the studio from... bass monsters. But she knew Appa would come. We’re a team.”

glues a tiny NFC tracker to Nuri’s belly, links to his phone

“Now she’ll ping us if she wanders. Secret mission tech.”

Final Comfort

tucks them back in

Nuri secured in their arms

strokes their hair until their breath evens

presses his lips to their temple

“Next time, wake Appa faster. Even at 2 AM. I’ll always look for what matters.”

JUNG HOSEOK (J-HOPE)

“I’ll never let their light dim. Not ever. That’s my promise.”

Plushie

"Hope Bloom" aka "Bloomy"

a squishy, crocheted rainbow flower pillow with a smiling face

filled with lavender-scented beads

Hobi made it himself after his child’s first nightmare (age 3)

“Appa’s sunshine lives in every petal!”

they nap on it, hug it during storms, tracing its colors to calm down

How It Happened

during a "Dance Party Cleanup" at home

disco ball spinning, BTS songs blasting

Hobi and his child were twirling with laundry baskets

Bloomy was tucked in a pile of blankets

until Hobi playfully tossed the stack onto the couch

the pillow bounce and slid silently behind the TV console

Realistion

his child reaches for Hope Bloom

fingers patting empty space

their breath hitches a silent, wide-eyed panic

Hobi knows it means true distress

tears well instantly

His thoughts

“No no no… it was RIGHT here. I distracted them. My fault.”

Reaction

scoops them into his arms, rocking side-to-side

voice thick but deliberately bright

“Oh, sweet pea… Hope Bloom’s just playing hide-and-seek! Appa’s the best seeker! Let’s find our sunshine, yeah?”

Actions

Teamwork Rally

ties his headband around their wrist like a “team flag”

“We’re Hope World detectives! Where’s clue #1?”

Musical Search

sings “Chicken Noodle Soup” while crawling

shaking throw pillows, peeking under rugs

“Yahhh, Bloomy-ah! Your Appa’s here! Time to shine!”

Creative Coping

when tears continue, he sits them on the counter and makes “Brave Juice”

= apple juice and a glittery straw

“Sip this! Super-seekers need fuel!”

Emotional Layers

Shared Pain

cries with them

quietly, wiping his cheeks when they look away

“Seeing them scared breaks my heart more than anything.”

Guilt to Fuel

blames himself for being “too loud”

channels it into relentless energy

“I will fix this. I have to.”

Hope as Armor

uses every tool to spin fear into hope

= songs, sparkles, silliness

“If I shine bright enough, they’ll believe it’s okay.”

Resolution

found after 30 minutes

Hobi spots a fleck of rainbow fabric behind the TV

His reaction

a sob-laugh

pulling it free with trembling hands

“FOUND YOU! Oh, you pretty thing! You missed us, right? RIGHT?”

Comfort Ritual

dances around the room hugging both child and pillow

cuddled on the couch

he whispers: “Even when Bloomy hides… Appa’s sunshine is always in you. Feel it?”

presses their hand to his chest

Final Comfort

tucks them in

Hope Bloom safely in their arms

sings until they drift off

PARK JIMIN

"Their tears are my weakness. But healing them? That’s my superpower."

Plushie

"Mimi"

a tiny, black swan with a glittery ribbon neck (he has a white one)

a gift from Jimin on his child’s adoption day

Jimin whispered, "Swans find their families forever. Like us."

his child kisses Mimi’s beak every night

How It Happened

during a rushed morning at dance practice

his child played "ballet class" in the corner while he tried to get the new choreography

Mimi slipped from their tiny backpack when they raced to hug Jimin’s leg during break

Realisation

during the car ride home

his child clutches empty air

then lets out a shuddering gasp

tears erupt instantly

= huge, silent sobs that shake their whole body

Jimin pulls over, heart pounding

His thoughts

"They never cry like this. It’s Mimi. I didn’t check. I was distracted. I’m failing them."

Reaction

Jimin unbuckles, scrambles into the backseat

gathers them into his lap, rocking gently

his own tears fall into their hair

"Oh, my baby... Appa’s here. Shhh, let it out. Mimi’s just hiding, okay? We’ll find her. Together."

Actions

drives straight back to the studio

child glued to his hip, face buried in his neck

searches on his knees, under mirrors, in costume bins, behind piano

voice trembling but sweet

"Mimi-ah! Appa’s little star is so sad! Come out, please?"

texts OT7 group chat: "Mimi MISSING. HELP!!!"

Emotional Layers

Shared Pain

he cries with them

not performatively, but because their pain is his pain

"Their sobs feel like my ribs cracking."

Guilt Amplified

blames himself for not noticing sooner

"I should’ve seen their empty hands. I was talking about choreography."

Fierce Nurturing

cradles their head like porcelain

"Nothing else matters until their world is whole again."

Resolution

it's found under a speaker, pressed flat but unharmed

Jimin spots the glitter ribbon first

His reaction

a wet, relieved laugh

"MIMI! You scared us!"

kisses the swan, then presses it to his child’s chest

Comfort Ritual

sways with child and Mimi in the empty studio, humming "Promise"

"Mimi was protecting Appa’s music! But she missed you too much. See? She flew back to your heart."

sews Mimi into a small sling they wear cross-body

"Now she’s always with you, like Appa’s love."

Final Comfort

he draws a warm bath at home, bathing them and Mimi in lavender bubbles

tucks them in with Mimi held between their joined hands

"Next time you feel scared, squeeze Appa’s hand and Mimi’s wing. We’re your forever team. Always."

KIM TAEHYUNG (V)

"Lost things are just memories waiting to be rediscovered. Like us."

Plushie

"Honey"

a vintage-style caramel-brown teddy bear

one eye slightly loose

he discovered Honey while filming in Prague

whispering "You look lonely too" before gifting it to his child

it wears a tiny denim jacket (matching Tae’s)

smells of lavender

How It Happened

during an "Art Playtime" session

his child was "painting" (finger-smearing) while Tae photographed them

he was distracted by golden-hour light

didn’t notice Honey slipping off the velvet chaise into a basket of fabric scraps

lost in beauty, assuming magic keeps things safe

Realisation

his child toddles to the chaise

clutching empty air

their breath hitches

= a silent, confused stare

"Appa... Honey’s hiding?"

Tae freezes mid-lens-clean

His thoughts

"The basket. The window seat. Did I...? No. Honey wouldn’t leave them."

Reaction

crouches down

wide eyed wonder

voice a conspiratorial whisper

"Shh... I think Honey’s on a spy adventure! Did you see the clues?"

points at fabric scraps like "footprints"

Actions

slides Honey’s favorite ribbon (purple) into their hand

"Follow the trail, detective!"

turns search into theater

checks behind canvases

"Maybe he’s modeling for Mona Lisa?"

inside ceramic pots - "Exploring caves?"

pretends to "call" Honey on a toy phone

"Agent Bear, your squad misses you! Operation: Cuddle Extraction is GREEN!"

Emotional Layers

Quiet Panic

his smile stays bright, but his hands tremble lifting cushions

"They’ve never slept without him. What if he’s really gone?"

Guilt as Fuel

uses creativity to distract them (and himself)

"I should’ve put him on the shelf... but art is messy. Like love."

Childlike Faith

believes lost things are just "waiting to be found beautifully"

Resolution

he spots Honey’s ear poking out of the fabric basket

buried under rainbow chiffon

he lets out a soft gasp

then a triumphant "AHA!"

lifts Honey like Simba

"He was gathering dream fabric for your next cape, superstar!"

Comfort Ritual

Tae "checks" Honey with a toy stethoscope

"Heartbeat: strong! Adventure level: expert!"

makes hot cocoa (their favorite)

sprinkling bear-shaped marshmallows

"Spies need warm fuel. Tell me everything Honey saw!"

creates a tale of Honey’s "quest"

= riding paper airplanes, befriending a ladybug, finding a "courage jewel"

Final Comfort

they are curled on the couch under a quilt

Tae tucks Honey between them

hums "Winter Bear"

pausing to kiss their hair

"Even if Honey hides... Appa will always help you find him. And if he’s ever really lost?"

pulls a tiny Honey drawing from his pocket

"We’ll make new stories. Together."

JEON JEONGKUK (JUNGKOOK)

“Being their hero means preparing for battles I can’t see.”

Plushie

"Bam"

a purple bunny with one floppy ear and satin-padded paws

Jungkook hand-stitched its torn ear after his child accidentally ripped it during a tantrum

they always tuck Bam’s ear under their chin to sleep

How It Happened

during a Saturday morning jog at Han River Park

Jungkook let his child “race” him on a grassy hill clutching Bam

a sudden downpour hit them

he scooped up his child to sprint to the car

Bam slipped unseen into a storm drain grate

Realisation

in the car

his child clutches empty air

then lets out a shattered whisper

“Bam… ear… cold.”

Jungkook freezes mid-motion

wiping rain from their face

his stomach drops when he sees their trembling hands

His thought

“The run. I didn’t pay attention. I failed them both.”

Reaction

Soldier Mode Activated

his voice drops to a calm, urgent murmur

“Stay right here. Appa’s got Bam.”

races back into the rain with no jacket

phone flashlight blazing

Actions

scans the path like a hawk

drops to his knees at the drain

spotting purple fur in the murky water

texts the group chat

“Need crowbar NOW. Drain at south gate.”

talks to soothe himself

“Bam’s tough. Survived ear surgery. Survives this.”

Emotional Layers

Guilt

crushing self-blame

“I had ONE job”

ignores rain soaking through his clothes

Protective Fury

his jaw tightens seeing Bam’s fur muddy

Fear

his child’s silent crying in the car haunts him

“They look so… small.”

Resolution

uses the crowbar to pry open the grate

muscles straining, rain blurring his vision

fishes Bam out with a long stick

cradling the drenched bunny like a wounded bird

shouts to his child in the distance

“BAM’S A HERO! HE FOUGHT THE STORM DRAGON!”

Comfort Ritual

bathes Bam in the sink with baby shampoo and warm water at home

letting his child help rinse

blow-dries Bam on gentle setting

“Spa day for brave bunnies!”

re-stitches the ear with purple thread while his child naps

EXTRA - DAD MOVE

secretly buys a duplicate Bam the same day

holds it to his own cheek first

whispering: “Protect them when I can’t.”

labels both with GPS trackers

Final Comfort

tucks the original Bam into his child’s arms

kisses their forehead

“Appa won’t lose him again. And even if he hides… we’ll always find our way back.”

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lullabyalikpoptarot · 5 months ago

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Hi please do MLT in bts who is good in bed

Disclaimer: No facts, all alleged. I am reading sexual energy here and it helps understand who they are as a person. Now, I am going to expand on this question and ask about their sexual energy. Now, sexual energy can be about matters of sex, but it can also be harnessed into creative projects as well and extended to other areas of our lives. Now, I do not see the act of sex as dirty, perverted like some of ya’ll do, it is a beautiful act, if done right, between two people. How one approaches sex connects to their past, their upbringing, aspects of themselves, and any healing that may need to be done, so I wanted to answer this question to see where they fall in that spectrum. This energy can be used for their creative work as an idol as well.The reading will go into both aspects. This will be listed in the order of the question that was asked to the best I can by their sexual energy.

Jungkook (2 of Wands/9 of Wands/Ace of Cups)

The only one who gave me what I expected. He would need strong sexual chemistry with someone. I think good sex will be important for him in relationships. He would need to feel the passion and fireworks. He would definitely try his best to keep the spark alive or will do things to keep it alive. He would also like to feel strong emotions. I see him being vulnerable and open and may pour his emotions out, during the act. Passion, emotions he’s got to have all that. He needs to feel comfortable to open up to this person. I say he wants to release his burdens and feel a bit more free and open. He does see it as an act of love. I feel like work can be stressful for him, so he would want to have sex to release the stress of it, or allow him to forget about it a bit. He would want both parties to put in the effort and work as a team. He wouldn’t want to carry all the burden during sex, this is an act to release that, so both need to please one another. I can see being being a switch, and he wouldn’t mind the other taking the lead. This all can spill into his creative pursuit as well. A strong need for passion and emotional connection to his work. And this struggle to handle things on his own, he may prefer to work with others and distribute the work, then handling it on his own.

RM (Queen of Pentacles/Knight of Wands/7 of Wands)

He’s giving me two different energies, one who likes things organized, he can be pretty detailed and may like things clean, but he can also be a giver. I can also see a lot of passion and fire, a strong desire to have sex. He seems a bit protective of his sexual energy and really isn’t giving me much to work with here. He has his times when he isn’t into sex that much, but then he gets really horny. So, he has his ebbs and flows with that. It is like sometimes he is in work mode and focuses on his career and making money and then he has his moments when he really wants sex and chases it from a partner or from a random person who knows. Not sure about this 7 of wands, either he is protective, has his guard up, or likes a bit of a challenge and obstacles to pursuing sex. Or having sex can be a challenge for him. I needed a clarifier for the 7 of wands and got the King of Wands, dude is freaky/kinky, can be possessive of his partner, can be dominant as well. He seems pretty spontaneous and adventurous and he may want to do the act out of nowhere. He can be open to trying new and daring things. And looks to initiate these things. In his creative pursuits he is very passionate about his work and wants to make money doing what he is passionate about. He can also be protective of his work and defend it at all cost.

Jimin (10 of Wands/The Hermit/2 of Cups)

Dude, this energy is all over the place. Sex can be a burden for him, physically exhausting/draining. He tries to carry a lot of the weight, maybe tries to do too much, although sex should be a relaxing act, not sure it is for him. I am also getting a need to be in a rush, like Heeseung, is this a male Libra thing? There could be pressure he puts on himself as well. Maybe he worries he won’t do well. Sometimes he just prefers to be alone and may be celibate at times to not deal with it. He kind of self-isolates at times. I do see him wanting an emotional or spiritual connection when it comes to the act, it can be a way to connect emotionally to someone, interesting, don’t think he showed me this in another reading about sex with them. He would like two souls to come together and there be a sense of intimacy when it comes to sex. So, he would be willing to emotionally connect with someone, which is nice. I think he would want an emotional connection, someone to make him feel something, but not sure he gets that. I say when it comes to his creative pursuits, he may like to be emotionally connected to it, or use it to connect with others on an emotional level, but I see him burdening himself a lot and exhausting himself.

Jin (Judgment/Knight of Pentacles/The Emperor)

His energy is about releasing any judgment and criticism he has had of himself in the past. He may be the type that likes feedback that can help him grow sexually. Someone who may praise him and make him feel comfortable. I say he is very diligent, slow. He has a dominant energy, a need for order and for things to be planned, so not sure he is into anything spontaneous. But he does have Dom energy with this Emperor. I don’t see him being into hook-ups or just having sex for the hell of it. He would have to be in a committed relationship to do so. I say this could bleed into his creative endeavors of always needing a plan and not liking to do things on the fly. He also seems strategic in how he goes about things. I kind of see him liking to have the upper hand and lead in a sense.

Taehyung (Page of Pentacles/7 of Wands/The Moon/The Empress)

This man wants kiddies, if he doesn’t already. That Empress card speaks loud to me, it is basically a pregnant woman, I don’t know that may be a kink of his. That card is all about creating life, so that is a goal for him with sex. I see him putting in effort, focusing on the details, trying to create the right conditions. He seems pretty guarded and protective as well. I can see it being this female, bruh did he have a child with some women and is protective of this person wtf is this? Because the Moon gives me hidden, secrets, lies, deceit wtf I feel this is telling me a story rather than what his sexual energy is, man just tell me his energy lol I felt his energy would be more passionate, but this is more of a story than his sexual energy to me. He may be someone who buries his emotions, tries not to reveal too much when it comes to sex. He seems like a mystery and ambiguous. I can see with his creative pursuits he loves creating and bringing things to life. Alright, that is all I got, moving on, that was more complicated than it needed to be. I feel it was for most of them.

Suga (6 of Swords/Knight of Swords/5 of Cups/6 of Wands)

This energy is quite interesting. There has been disappointment and rejection he has faced. I see him struggling to move forward and may find it difficult to deal with his emotions. He seems to be a strong communicator, so that will be important. There is a defensive energy he has. He may have had his ego bruised and there is a need to prove a point for him. He might be into dirty talk and degradation, not sure I wanted to get that, but whatever, that is what I got. Not sure sex has always been a great experience for him. Mental stimulation will be important to him, not sure how that fits. I also see him needing to have the upper hand. A slight need to dominate a lover. Not sure he has the healthiest way of working with his sexual energy. There is something about that has something to do with proving himself. But there are difficulties in the aftermath of it. His ego and pride plays into his creative pursuits as well. I see him struggling to work through his emotions as well. Which may affect his sex life and creative endeavors.

His was kind of hard to decipher. He is someone who may need healing when it comes to his sexual energy.

Jhope (The Hierophant/Ace of Swords/10 of Pentacles)

This is not what I expected. I thought I see more passion here. He seems pretty traditional. I see him reading a lot about it and learning a lot about sex. Maybe he has learned from what has been done in the past. His energy is about gaining wisdom and knowledge, what the hell that means who knows. I see him doing the act for the purpose of kids and building a legacy there. He comes as doing the act in a textbook manner, nothing spontaneous or adventurous. He can be pretty serious about it. I feel there is a lot he needs to learn and experience when it comes to sex, which kind of baffles me. It is like he prefers to know the details, instead of just experiencing the act and free flowing it. This energy is pretty basic and standard. I felt this dude has a load of passion, but maybe not. I guess this can tie to his his creative pursuits of needing to know all the details and being very cautious before taking action. I see him wanting to follow the status quo, because he knows that will get him far. He seems to play it safe and doesn’t really like crossing boundaries too much. Honestly, he would be pretty vanilla in bed from what this energy gives me. Not knocking him, I am not sleeping with him, so don’t care, this is just what I get from these cards, but this did surprise me a bit.

#kpop tarot #bts tarot

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thethirdromana · 2 years ago

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Christmas is coming, so what weird Victorian Christmas cards would Dracula characters send?

Mina Harker:

Mina, who hangs out in graveyards, sees no contradiction between the message on the card and the dead robin picture.

Jonathan Harker:

I'm going all-in on the fanon that Jonathan loves cats.

Abraham van Helsing:

He sends this post-canon with a jokey message inside. Van Helsing was never particularly good at reading the room.

Lucy Westenra:

Lucy selects this card for Arthur. It's romantic, isn't it?

Quincey Morris:

Quincey sends this to Arthur and Jack in memory of their adventures in Siberia.

Arthur Holmwood:

A relatively sophisticated card for the young lord, who always chooses Christmas cards with dogs on.

Jack Seward:

A sad kitten for a wet cat of a man.

RM Renfield:

I trust I don't need to give a reason for this one.

Sources for cards: The Museum of London, BBC news, BBC Radio 4, and Art Matters podcast.

#dracula daily #christmas

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downins · 5 months ago

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Hello I’m so glad to see that you write for xo kitty! Can I request a Minho x reader where Dae, Minho and reader are childhood friends. Minho had been helping Kitty try to reunite with her family so he’s been unintentionally not spending time with y/n and Dae. Until one day he catches just Dae and y/n hanging out. He sees them laughing and having a good time, yet Minho feels a bit of jealousy boiling in his stomach at the sight of you leaning on Dae as you laugh. Making him realize he doesn’t like the thought of you with other guys.

Thank you so much!! I hope that you have an great day/night <3

༊*·˚𝗇𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌𝖺𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗇𝖺𝗆𝖾 𝖾𝗍𝖼𝗁𝖾𝖽 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅༊*·˚ (𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗁𝗈, 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍)

𝖺/𝗇: 𝗁𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗈!! 𝗂'𝗆 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝗂𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗈𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗍 𝗂𝗌 𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗂 𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎'𝖽 𝖾𝗇𝗃𝗈𝗒 𝗂𝗍 :𝖣

𝗐𝖺𝗋𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀(𝗌): 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾 𝖼𝗎𝗋𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍𝗅𝗒 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁, 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝗁𝗈 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺 𝖽𝗂𝖼𝗄 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗇 𝖼𝗈𝗇𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗒𝗈𝗎

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listen to: come back to me, rm

for as long as you could remember, minho and dae were always the closest ones to you ever since you three were kids. there were no secrets between all of you and there wasn't a time where you wouldn't be there for each other. even your parents constantly had theirs over for every meal. you've never played favourites with either of them which never became an obstacle in your friendship with them.

as you three grow up, you decided to enroll in the same school as them which your parents whole-heartedly agreed to since they assumed minho and dae were sort of like your brothers and a prestigious school like kiss would look good on your college applications. there, you met people from around the world and learned about their culture, it was really interesting and fun to you. as time passes by, there were more people added into your little friendgroup. such as yuri, juliana, kitty, jin and Q.

you got close with kitty since you shared a room with her and would always listen to her discoveries about her familiy stuff. although, you couldn't keep up with her adventures because you're the school's athlete and also the top student so it was difficult for you to accompany her on that journey. but she would always update you when you're sharing a meal with her and before going to bed. you noticed that she started mentioning minho more, about how he was there to constantly help her find her family. there was a point where you assumed that she had feelings for him too but you brushed it off because causing a whole drama isn't quite necessary for kitty.

since minho was spending more of his time with kitty, you decided to maintain your friendship with dae by still spending time with him and inviting him over to your dorm to just chill, watch some movies along with playing a couple of video games. minho never took note of this as he was mostly busy, you'd invite him and dae but only dae would show up, with fizzy drinks and pizza in his hands.

after a couple of months, minho finally came to realisation that you kind of grew apart with him which led him to decide that he should probably have a talk with you about it. that is, until he saw you and dae, your head on his shoulder while giggling and him making jokes that earned even more laughter from you. there was a lump in his throat at this sight, was it the sense of guilt that he felt because he spent less time with you? or was it because he wanted to be his shoulder that you're laying on? his jokes that you're laughing at? he shut out the idea of having an actual talk with you and left the park then went to his dorm.

now it's 1am in the morning, he's wide awake with the thought of you lingering his brain, did you forget all about him already? does he not matter to you as much anymore? the room was dead silent, only the sounds of soft cold air blowing from the air condition but his head was filled with loud and excruciating thoughts. that was when he realised that, he'd never cared that much for anybody, much less a girl. maybe, he'd been denying it for years but now he's come to terms that he has developed strong feelings for you, so strong that the sight of you with another guy sinks his heart to all the way down to his stomach.

he managed to get some sleep before classes, though he did look quite exhausted and that concerned you. "minho, are you okay?" you tapped on his shoulder gently, making him turn to you. "oh, i'm okay. just.. didn't get enough sleep last night" his response was blunt, maybe a little too blunt which made you question him even further. "are you really sure though?" he shot you a frustrated look, stood up from his seat and left the cafeteria. it alerted the others but you convinced them to go on with their day and that you'd handle this on your own.

you saw him sitting on a bench located near the basketball court, his elbows pressed against his knees with his head buried in his hands. you decided to take a seat beside him, not wanting to be too close to avoid making him uncomfortable. "minho, will you please just talk to me?" your voiced echoed through his head. "what do you want to talk about y/n?" his voice had a sense of anger in it but you still wanted to comfort him. "look, i know that we haven't been close these past few months and i'm really sorry for that, but you were always close with kitty and i assumed you didn't want to spend time with me and dae anymore" you tried to explain yourself. "so you'd just spend all your time with dae and forget about me? just because i'm helping kitty?" his response shocked you a little, he'd never spoken to you in that way.

"look, y/n. it's not just that, this is unusual for me but i think i've fallen in love with you. and i saw you that day, with dae. the way you were laughing with him, it just made me hope that it was me in his place. i know you probably have feelings for him already but i just thought it'd be better if you knew" his confession stunned you into silence and minho saw your reaction. he quickly accepted it and decided to leave before you caught onto his arm.

"minho please listen, i like you too but i just assumed you were with kitty which is why i wanted to be respectful and keep a distance between us" you say as you pulled him into a hug, his arms slowly cradled you. "you.. like me?" his voice finally became soft again, like how he'd always talk to you.

"of course i do, silly" you looked up at him, minho has always found your height difference was always cute to him. he leaned in closer and kissed your lips. "and i thought i was going to the dance alone" he said as he pulled away from you. "really? you're minho, everybody wants you" you joked, making him let out a soft chuckle

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